karma?
may i just say...
AAAAAAAGGGGHHHHHHHRRRRRRRR!!!
it's starting all over again.
and i don't know how to stop it.
i don't want to feel like this.
i hate it.
all the waiting.
the hoping.
the wondering what will happen.
will it even happen.
i'm tired of it all.
and i refuse to give in.
AAAAAAAGGGGHHHHHHHRRRRRRRR!!!
it's starting all over again.
and i don't know how to stop it.
i don't want to feel like this.
i hate it.
all the waiting.
the hoping.
the wondering what will happen.
will it even happen.
i'm tired of it all.
and i refuse to give in.
posted by bita at 9:09 AM
5 Comments:
isn't that part of what makes life... life ?
how could you enjoy the good if you didnt experience the bad? isnt it all relative anyway? if you'd never felt anything negative, how would you recognize the positive?
and you know bita joon, sometimes, its okay to give in.
love you mucho
The balance is at hand; Yin & Yang is the way; don't think......feel!
If you contemplate about the actuality of things, you'll take from the (inner-most) sub-conscious realities (the ones that mean the most).
yade khoda arameshbakhsh delhast
az postetoon injoor bardasht mikonam ke sharayat roohi badi ra dashtid.
va in sokooti ke az tarikhe postetoon ta konoon darid gooyaie in ast ke hanooz sharayete roohi badi ra darid.
be ghowle sohrabe sepehri: "zendegi sibi ast sorkh, gaz bayad zad an ra ba poost" (sorkhi zendegi haman sakhti poost ast ke zire dandaneman nakhoshayand ast)
khanome bita hamishe hamechiz bar vefghe morad nist. ma hastim baraye inke donyaie armani ra ba vojoodeman besazim, ma hastim baraie inke ba talash owzaa ra bar vefghe morad konim. pas nabayad pasokhi ke mordeha baraie adame tavanaieshan darand ma niz dashte bashim: "NEMITAVANAM"
va motmaen bashid badtarin etefaghat hatman bedoone hekmat va tasadofi nist. be ghowle shamlou:
"zendegi be amvaje darya manand ast, chizi be sahel mibarad va chizi digar ra mishoyad, chon be sarkeshi oftad anboohe mas-seha ra ba khod mibarad. ama tavanad bood ke takhte pareiee niz ba khod be sahel arad, ta kesi baame kolbeash ra bedan beposhanad...dar tamami rah-ha sanghaiee oftade ast, pare sanghaiee, tekehaie tizi baraie partab kardan ya bar on foro-ghaltidan...dar tamami rah-ha sanghaiee oftade ast ke va midarademan ta ahestetar gam bardarim, be-istim, be oftadegan yari dahim ta chon ma baz-istadan ra beyamozand..."
ma dar hengame rokhdade moshkelat avalin chizi ke neyaz darim roheie-ee ghavi baraie roya-roiee ba an moshkel ast. az tarafi har ensani dar in donyaie khaki baraie anjam dadane karhaie bozorg(ke chon sakhtand bozorgand) neyaze be hami darand. in hami mitavanad khode fard ya ensanhaie digar ya khoda bashad.
bebakhshid comment toolani shod.
u might not know me, yet you might, but i rather go anonymous:
well, u probably have forgotten that we gave in the moment we stepped into this cruel world! no one chose to be here in the first place, and none of us (except for me perhaps!) will ever choose to leave!
i probably dont know what u had in mind by your posted sentences, but they are always a true fact to me! believe me, i would know! i live those sentences, i live the wait, the hope, the wonder, the stress, the pain and sorrow...
you know, sadegh hedayat says: Dar zendegi zakhmhaaiee hast ke mesle khore rooh raa aaheste dar enzevaa mikhorad va mitaraashad! so true!
(i will check your blog for possible responses on your side)
Yeah, what Obscurely Diverse said......
By the way, you have an interesting blog, Vita.
--Best wishes
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