i needed you last night.

there are so few times when i need you. i want you, yes. but i almost never need you. and then last night i really did. i was lonely. it was the first night. you know how it is the first night. remember? you told me yourself that you felt the same. so i can't be blamed for needing you. after all, it's times like these that really make it necessary, you know? otherwise, what's the point? anyone can be there all the other times. heck, no one needs to be there all the other times. but last night, i really needed you.

and you weren't there