well, THIS has never happened before...

i don't even know how to explain.
the thing is, i didn't think it was possible.
i mean i had heard about it, but i never believed it, you know?
i definitely never thought it would feel this way.
or that it would happen to me.
wow, it's all so new.
i'm not used to this...

...but i thoroughly enjoyed writing this essay!
and,
if i'm going to be totally honest,
i'm a little sad it's finished.