my entire future depends on the next two weeks...

...but no pressure...

i mean, all i have to do is:
write 52 pages... greek exam...make up exam questions...

sigh

karma?

may i just say...
AAAAAAAGGGGHHHHHHHRRRRRRRR!!!

it's starting all over again.
and i don't know how to stop it.
i don't want to feel like this.
i hate it.
all the waiting.
the hoping.
the wondering what will happen.
will it even happen.
i'm tired of it all.
and i refuse to give in.